I guess if I was 100% altruistic I would have adopted a pseudonym and done this anonymously (somehow). I guess the opposite end of the spectrum would be to walk into a con with my entourage tossing suits to my adoring fans. I guess I can just be honest and say truthfully that the fandom has literally changed my life over the past 2 years and I want to show my gratitude to all of the wonderful people that make up this wild and crazy group.
I used to think of the time I floated around without purpose as "wasted time." People told me there was no such thing. I guess that is correct. The time I spent alone and lonely has lit the fire in my belly to do whatever I can to make sure others don't have to go through that. If I can get that shy or lonely kid to put on a suit, break out of that shell, and become a great performer, then I have done a good thing. I think I said it before that I don't mind popularity as long as it's for the right reason.