August 2nd, 2003


Trivial Fursuit or "Circles" Gets the Square

My emotions are high right now, so I thought I would try to capture them for posterior *grins at the pun* I had a WONDERFUL morning fursuiting for Talking Talons this morning. Once again, thanks to emberflowers for getting me the gig. I think I impressed still more people with my performance. You never know how well you do until afterwards when people say, "WOW! You were great!" or better yet, "Who was the guy in the bearsuit? He was great!"

So anyway...I decided to kick back with a drink on my patio and read and re-read my collection of "Circles" comics. For those who haven't heard of it, it is an anthro comic about gay life. At this juncture in my life, it means a GREAT deal to me. So I finish up with issue #4. I'm sitting there, drink in hand, cat sprawled out happily on the concrete, I'm looking at the gorgeous view, admiring my garden, breathing in the warm summer air, thinking about the comic I just read, looking at the house where I live, thinking about the furiends that will show up tomorrow for tenax's party, thinking about the absolutely wonderful phone call I received early in the morning from Al Bear, thinking about how many wonderful people I have met in the past 6 months, thinking about how love songs on the radio now have MEANING to me, thinking about the love songs that K.D. Lang sang on "Inge'nue" AND THEY WEREN'T ABOUT A MAN!, thinking about how life in general is really fuckin' cool right about now...........

and I lose it! I start crying tears of incredible joy! Shit! I'm fuckin' tearing up right now! Dog! It's great to be able to express emotion! I feel just like Paulie in "Circles" writing down his most intimate thoughts in his journal. I gotta stop. It's hard to type when you can't see the screen through the tears of joy. I love you all! Please stay a part of my life! *BEAR HUGS*